| So anyone who knows me knows that my life pretty much sucks right now. I'm no where where I thought I'd be a year after college. I work a job making barely more than minimum wage, outside in 110 degree heat with a bunch of coworkers who I'm fairy certain hate me. My roommate up and ditched me ages ago so trying to make bills and rent has been rough. There are issues with my boyfriend which have been around for months
but he apparently has only just discovered this and seems to be blaming
me for it. My folks are constantly berating me for things... my mother's newest rant is that I am depressed and need to get help. I sort of agree with her but I don't want to talk to professional because that's uncomfortable. I constantly think about how much better things were when I was in school... I just hate my life so much sometimes I don't know what to do.
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| I wonder what will happen when everything ends up failing in the most anticlimactic manner ever.
I guess I'll just have to keep living my life. Somehow.
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| LiveJournal decided to tell me Alyssa's birthday is coming up. Which means my own birthday is next month. Fucking fuck, I'm getting old. :( |
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| Trevor seems to try and control my life. He tries to wake me up an hour before I actually have to get up, and won't shut up until I get up. Gr. I am sleepy.
Also, it is hot as fuck out lately and this makes me super tired. OF COURSE I just HAD to get a job in Arizona where I work OUTSIDE. How I ever expected myself to work out, clean my apartment, or do anything else productive is beyond me. That damn sun saps me of all my energy.
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| Family was fun, always good to see them.
I need to start finding a place to live since I am moving in a month and a half. If anyone knows a cheap Trevor friendly place in the Phoenix area where I can live for 6-12 months that would bee keen.
Am super tired right now... I have so much more to say.... but I won't say it. There's no point in most of what I have to say anyway. |
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